B-log

Hmm..Beginning to suspect if chopping off my frizzy dry tresses were actually such a good idea. Not dat i totally loved my arid locks. In fact I thot i looked more like a poodle,hah, xcept that ma curls wasnt in balls.

Tsk tsk.

Currently, the frizzes are gone. So is almost 3/4 of my curls. Back to boring straight now. No volume. Just bangs.
Blimey!I've got hair issues,yo!!

Its prolly one of those annoying bad hair days AGAIN. Then again, i hardly remember me having super good hair days at all. Oh i know im such a mutt, cuz now that my hair's short, i want long.And when it was long, i want short.Omg Im feelin blah over my some hairy issues. Icantbelieveit!! Im actually whining and carping about my hair here. Jeez jeez.

Told ya its gonna be a "[B]-i-m-b-o" log.>_<

Whazzup.dawg.

School's having a 2-week break now, and it certainly is a lazy one alright. Its been chilly and showery for days, almost non-stop. The overcast skies and sopping weather makes everythin seems kinda dark and drabby, so what other things are there better to do than to lounge around the house entertained by tonnes of rented DVDs and bags of very sinful chips. hur hur!

Apparently, Xmas this year is very much different. Went to a Pet Farm hidden somewhere in a deserted lane of Pasir Ris ,with the Papi and the bro, and with the 2 doggies too. There were scores of other abandoned stray dogs, locked up behind this huge metal gate. Looked like they had a huge garden at the back for them to run around so it shouldnt that bad. Definately not bad at all, since every dog looked happily cumbersome.The farm owners must be such a real good samaritan , to take in all these poor dogs and give em not only shelter and food, but medical treatments as well. There was one dog which apparently got hit real bad in a car accident, and he was all badly banged up. The body was noticeably warped and wounded with numerous operation scars. He trudged with an obvious limp and he had lost an eye. Im thinkin hes kinda blessed actually. There was another lil dog who walked around with just 3 legs.Heard that he had got into some kind of an accident as well, but u should look at him run. haha.Scratch that. Well, i should have taken pics of em man, but nvm, im sure ill be back again. This time i wont forget my camera. Hoo hoo.
I dunno, but looking at those dogs somehow propelled a sense of warmth in the heart. =)

Hmm.. Volunteering at the farm doesnt sound too bad, no? =)

Adaptation.

Xmas 2004: Camping. Turkey.Baked ham. Log cake.Carlsberg.Midnight adventure. Whoooo~.
New Years 2004: Camping and mini barbecue. Nice.

Xmas 2005: Foam Party in town. Totally insane.
New
Years 2005: Get the Funk Out Party. A bunch of amateurs getting high
and dancing away like monkeys having ants in their pants.Paj performed. Sweet.

Xmas&New Years'06: Stay-home Party.

Ho ho.

Looks like everything's slow-mo and chillax this season.No party hats. No smudged make-up. No sweaty armpits. No drunken faces.

Well.. anyways, cant wait! Our mini-night party. Tmr's the night we gonna gorge ourselves silly with all sorts of Junk foods. Wheee~

..2007: Dining with santa and riding his sleigh??

Oh well,

Merry Christmas , Folks!!!!!! =)

Oh no, Simba seemed to have injured himself.Clumsy Denson slipped while mopping the floor and accidentally kicked Simbs from behind till it fell hard on its ass.Simba prolly cricked its hind leg in the process man.Jeez, fell while mopping the floor? How comical is that.

And now, Simba runs with a limp.

Ouch! Hopefully its nothing like a fracture.

Pray tell he's fine,dawg.

A familiar call

Why izzit that when we seem to want something so bad, and when we cant have it, it juz tears us up inside., yet when the time finally comes for us to have it, we dont want it anymore. I am guilty of this, and i cant find a reason to it.

If we want somethin that bad, shouldn't we always want it, or are we juz so shallow creatures that we juz like the chase, or izzit because humans are born to be discontented all the time. But not all humans are like dat right.I am one who, when i want something really really bad, i go all out for it. Once i get what i set out for, it seems though im done with wanting it and am ready to hop on to the next thing. There are also many examples that prove my theory right... like how the straight-haired girls, they all want curls. and the brunnettes wanna be blonde. Its juz your typical thang. You've got yin, you want yang.

It juz goes on and on... and some people says its only humans to never be satisfied. Well i guess im as human as the next one. Part of it is also because i keep lookin and lookin and lookin for something more and always wondering whats on the other side of the "number two door", if u get what i mean.. So do you go through the same thing? U want something soo badly but when u have it u get disatisfied. If so,why?
Thoughts welcomed.

Smells like teen spirit

Vulnerability is weak.
and i hate it when i feel it.

I used to be affront with my speech.
But now, Ive kept my mouth shut.
I dont like who i've become.

Misery is self-generated.
Being happy is a choice.

when will the dark cloud leave?

Oh bother,

Vulnerabilty is weak.

Apparently, I'd missed a day of lecture on monday, for some beach fun, speakin of which, our tent almost got ripped, cuz the wind & rain came falling so hard on us. We held on dearly at the ends of our tent from inside for fear that it might just snap and all.Got pretty flooded too, though we did try to block out as much rain as possible, but the rain was just too heavy.Haha,cool experience, thou it felt like another Tsunami was gonna strike again man. (*Knock-on-Wood*)
and so-not-very-fluky, they had an unexpected class test on that day. Jeez.
ok, maybe kind Grace might STILL gimme the test later. Hopefully. >_<

The Phenomenal

ZOUKOUT!!!! is tonight.
One of Spore's crazy dance mecca.
12 hours of booty shaking to a great number of music genres from Indie to alternatives to drum n bass,electro, progressive, hip hop and mambo, truckloads of liqours, LIVE band performers like Electrico, Futon, Astreal etc.. , games, carnival rides and plenty of holistic treats.
Wow! everyones gonna be there;
everyone except moi

Sho' unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-!!

Keep da milky bars, baby.

Man, i guess my horrific junkie addiction is back again. Its just another one of those sinful days where u can't stop wolfing down bars of Snickers and Hersheys. I just realised i have been gorging on chocolates for the past week. Everyday. It would be lunch, either from the Design school's malay stall or Chicken cutlet from the Westerns. N afterwhich it was Honeycomb chocolate, and if we had hockey that day, it would be another Snickers bar down.

Ugh.

And today, i found 3 boxes of Macadamia and raisins chocolates in the fridge, the ones which Aunt Esther had bought back from her trip in Paris, so i popped 4 slabs into my mouth while walking on my way to school. Lunch was Chicken curry noodle in BizPark with Christina. We decided to discuss some stuffs about our Tourism and Hospitality project , so we head down to the Design lecture hall, of course with a packet of irresistable Alpie fruits chocolates, peanut biscuits and Warhead Juniors in our hands. haha u know wad that means right. I obviously wasnt very hungry for dinner, but i had chicken porridge all the same. And while watching TV, i continued gnawing on the leftover chocolates.

And now, im sipping on Pepsi, with a bag of Jack n Jill's sour and cream.

Sheesh. Totally horrifying.

Paris park yesterday with Pajjy was lovely. Nice crowd. good cold weather. Most of all, special company, esp to just kick back and cast off all sorts of unnecessary inhibitions, like good old times.
Just putting our feet up in our little marquee, some playful jousting here and there made a pleasant saturday a lil more beautiful. I missssssssh!!!!! :>

Headed to Gallery hotel this afternoon to do a proj.Woke up early on a Sunday man,went out at 10am for breakfast at Mos Burger, and after which Alfian drove us all down to Robertson Quay. Well we took like a couple of wrong exits and all.. lol so by the time we reached Gallery it was alr later than we had planned. However, we were damn lucky to run into this nice gentleman who worked there. He showed us around the hotel so generously, the private pool, gym and even some of their creative suites which were specifically designed by NAFA interior design students. Coolios!!!
Cant believe we finished our work in just an hour or so.If only we brought our cameras along with us today man, then we no need to go back to just snap pictures of the hotel. Jeez.
Chinatown was fairly enjoyable, though din managed to buy much stuffs, except for a locket necklace. heee.. Bet ill go back again. Maybe with Nurul the next time.

Oh and i really need to work on my portfolio man, start scouting for SIP company and all. Lets get me motivated now.

The Vibe

Your vibe is Papaya Shake
It's never hard for a sassy gal like you to get your groove on, and your vibe always shakes things up. You tend to think the world is a pretty fun place. Even better, you always seem to make people around you feel the same way. Whether you're heading to work or out on the town, you've got a smile on your face and a gleam in your eye.

Of course you take things seriously when you need to. But your unique ability to see the bright side of situations is a talent that helps you enjoy every day. You appreciate the little things in life — and that's why you're able to find joy wherever you go. Let the good times roll!
What's Your Vibe?

E	Explosive
U	Unforgettable
L	Loving
I	Industrious
S	Silly
A	Amorous

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Ok so, thats meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahaha.
Explosively Silly. lol.
Well, Its such a glorious Thursday, with clear blue cloudy skies. Almost Perfect, but im stuck at home, with research(blah) and silly fun quizzes on ma hand.
Tee hee...
Too bad Els has got lectures, if not we be watching interesting movies at the school library. They got a pretty nice collection of DVDs and tapes there. Caught Edward Scissorshand yesterday, its a very old story, but i still enjoyed it all the same.

I wanna run!!!!!!!!
The weather's so perfect.
*I wish tuition be cancelled 2nite.*
Ho ho!

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And in the end its not the years in your life that counts, its the life in your years.

Guess sometimes I just need to throw off the bowlines and sail away from the safe harbour.
Keep doing whatever things that makes me happy, because in 20 twenty years down the road, I will be more disappointed by the things I didnt do, than by the ones i did do, so yeah.

It doesnt matter, as long as we keep trying.
So, bring it home, baby.
Bring it home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are never a loser till u quit trying

So....

Sadly, our ferst match din go exactly the way we thought it would.
Fairly disappointing, indeed.
But well, the positive point was.....
at least we won them. haha.
Regardless of the margin.

Oh well,

We just gotta keep pressing on, people , and Believe!!!
A new fate awaits.. and perseverance is KING!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. =)

Life's really unpredictable.
U never know whats gonna happen,
or sometimes u might not even know what the hell is exactly happen-ING.
And its awful.
To have this gut feeling in you that the truth might just suck,
Yes, the awful truth always suck.
Yet we still hanker after it.
We still want it. Somehow.

It was so sunny when woke up in the morning, feeling happy and all. Cuz i know i be hitting balls at the pitch at 3, together with my bunch of funny fun hockey mates. Tmr's our very first match of the POLITE games... be defending against SP. Jeez So very excited and nervous.
We wanted to train abit more..but shucks look at the freaking weather. Its so cold and its raining cats and dogs like nobody's businesssss. If only it got ears, and stop raining till 9pm cuz thats when we definately wont be training alr. haha.

Anyways, Viv and the rest are alr in school waiting for me, so i betta hurry down.
Our skirts finally arrived yesterday. Its a black mini skirt. Not too bad... I heard its way better than the ones they had last year. Long and frumpy. Oh no thank god ours aint anything frumpy this year.
Cant wait cant wait. Seriously.
Tomorrow. =)

If we r desperate enf, we will play hockey in the rain. hahaha.
It was pweety fun, the last time we did that. All soaked!
lol.

Life is like a Dick
Fuck it when its hard

Consultation with Bina today morning was disappointing.

" So wads the concept? Wheres your brief? You guys are supposed to come up with it before production. And why are the photos all of the same genre. Isnt it suppose to be an acting portfolio. Then why isnt he portrayed as a versatile actor. Why dont u interview Ivan thoroughly again. Why dont u finalise a design brief. Why dont u.... why dont u....."

Why dont u just shoot me!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesh. I actually understood the point. Maybe yeah we should have consulted her and get the green light first before going straight ahead with the photoshoot and production shit.
urgh!
Im just glad the project is working out now. It should be good by monday's presentation.
And i hope im right. =)

Of course, the forgetful always forget to bring her keys.
And nobody was home.
So poor me, locked outside like some stray animal.
Tskkkk...

School's fun.

No pressure. No nothing. Not yet.

Pretty enjoying the photoshoot for PCOMD and all the digital imaging.

I need shopping. Before that i need more money.

Means work work work.

I alr have a list of stuffs i want.

Beach skirt, suspenders, striped blouse, berms, blah blah blah.

I like wed, fri and sat now too, cuz thats when i be sweating like a pig.

I miss pajjy. Everyday.

Hockey and jogs make me trigger happy.

Got a new nickname,thanks to Els. =)

Bambi!

Now thats quite cute.

And our tounament is next thursday.

Wheeeee.....

Go Chilli Padi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.

Ok, the cramps are killing me. I hate P.e.r.i.o.d.s.

Wheres my fucking pill now.

My heart is feeling so heavy.
And i dun wish to face any nasty stuffs now.

The heat outside is scorching.
And my heart is still bleeding.

So many wild thots, i know.
Paranoid, maybe.

I missssssssh my lovely girls.

I wanna run and sweat. Dance and yell.
All at the same time.


I misss all the LOVE i got everyday .

Jersey 21!!!!!!

Hockey trainings cant get any better.

The sprints gave me minor cramps on me thighs, but guess thats coz i didnt stretch properly since i was totally floored after all 10 sets. Zoinks. But it was great , especially knowing that the stamina has risen up by a little bar. hahahahaha...!

Oh i love the Jersey 21!!!!!! =)
But i would love it even better if its 10.
Naomiiiiiiii, you're so lucky!!!!! hahahaha....

and gee... now im anticipating to see how our hockey mini skirts would look like.
Certainly wouldnt wanna look like a big red frumpy granny on the pitch running around screaming for the ballllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILIN!!!!!!!!!!!
THE BIG 2. WHOO HOOO!!!!

She treated us all to a scrumptious dinner at Heeren's Villa'ge. It was a pleasant place , not very packed, thankfully. We got ourselves a bench in a comfy spot at the corner. I was awfully famished ,since i haven had anything except for a banana in the morning b4 hockey trainings man. The cuisine displayed was so so so enticing. It was simply torture to sit and wait for our "miss late queen" to arrive while looking at all the yummy food..

I think I probably was chomping on my ribeye steak like some voracious animal . lol. and the lobster bisque was simply heavenly~

We ordered a whole heap of food, from steak, to lobster bisque, to calamari rings,to Rosti, to seafood crepes, to chocolate fondue and of course , not forgetting the Mango cake we ordered specially for Lin. Whoa.. It did felt like i put on masses of weight after the meal. Nevertheless, it was WONDERFUL.

my attire was abit off, i know.
Well.. the lazy always have her excuse for not showering after hockey. haha
So glad there's body spray. I loikeeeeeee....=)
Smell me people!!!!!!

Hello Weekend!!

Yeah!
Friday is here... and Heeelloooooo Weeeekend!!!!!!! =)

It has been a pweeety good week. Not too busy. Not too stale.
Been working on this "white chick meets black dude" story for last 2 daysss.
Glad that Ive finally get the job done, submitted my 12 pages story,
Oh boy, i feel accomplished. Wheeeee.
Lets hope Julian's gonna show some love man. hahahaha.

Sometimes i do feel like my creative juices are already running dry.
and it can get my mind ALL boggled up.
Sighhhh..
U see, Im trying now not to be the Panic Spider I am. ;)

We watched Se7en in storytelling class today. It concerns the seven deadly sins.
and how this psycho guy attempts to play God. He picked his 7 victims according to whatever sins they have committed and punished them in his brutal ways.
The most innocent party turns out to be Tracy (Gwyneth Paltro) who stars as Brad Pitt's wife. Her head was apparently severed off plainly because the eccentric freak is envious of Pitt.
Christ.
But i must say the plot is somewhat compelling.

Come to think of it,
Its rather prickly not to commit any of the se7en sins.
Im sure everyone of us does.
And i believe,
we are all victims of materialism
in one way or the other.
Tsk tsk.

U gotta experience the bad

To appreciate the Good.

Like Toy Soldiers....

Yes ,we were back then. =)

and look at us now. Not all Peaches and Cream,
but its definately Peaches and Cream having such Amazing mates like u peeps. and NTH ROCKS HARDER !! lol. and certainly, i juz cant say it enf. Its like the Big guy up there is watching over me , making sure im being shrouded by as much support as possible. Geez I feel so lucky! hehe.

We all been so uber busy with our little own bits and pieces, yet the flame of friendship keeps burning stronger than ever. I was soooo darn keyed up to this little get together. It was a short meeting, with Jassel and Bozzie, just the usual dinner around Tampville, and random chats, yet it feels so fuzzy. And the excitement still lingers that i cant seem to siesta. hah! u guys bet i defo cant wait mann..for our mini merry-making at ma crib. Gonna be great! Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!

and im jus glad that the tummy bug is slowly dying away .

Oh.. i just gotta say this. Ban seriously cracks me up sometimes, like with her " ME AND MA SKATEBOARD, YOU STUPID MOFO YO YO YO!!!" that kinda thang. I loove her ROOSDO. HA..only we know what that is. hahaha.

Now, seriosly, you dont say its about time i hit em sacks cuz imma be training again tmr morning and after which theres gonna be class. Whoooo! The thought of my blood pumping thru ma veins makes me feel so liberated alr. =)

So.. Bonne Nuit ,Yo!!!!!!!!

Get it Poppin'

Ahhh... Bad Air. Bad Haze. *cough*

The dodgy air still got me breathing hard at the moment.
I went to the doc and he said its stomach flu. Geez.
That prolly explains why ive been feeling nauseous of late, loss of appetite and whatever i eat i juz wanna throw up. Sheesh, for a moment i tot ive got Bulimia or wad man.
Scaryness~.

Psychologically, i tot its cuz of the tension and u know, since ive been totally charged with emotions recently.
Now too. But i still believe that this what i truly want.
I juz miss it , honey.
But thats it. =)

and i definately still want that CHOCOLATE FONDUE.
HELL YEAH!!!
hah.

and now i feel good enf to undergo whatever Mr Danker has in store for us for trainings later.
lol.
Lets see. Lets see. ;)

plunge right in..

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!!!


Yeah i was pretty messed up lately... gone into a "paranoia-frenzy " for some reasons.
But no worries, im glad Eulisa's picked herself up and back on her feet again :)

Its been an amazing journey nevertheless, and good! i learnt something new today! =)
Its comforting to have a good guy friend in ur life when ur feeling blue over some other silly "boy-issues".

I totally begin to misssshhhhhh my hockey mates. I know i haven been goin for trainings guys..
But im gonna be down tmr. Certainly! Time to Shoot soem ballllsssss , yo!! lol.

but whats with Fazly wantsing me to work dat hockey stick of mine to J.Ts SexyBack?!?
Hahaha , Nutter!!

Well....

Its probably freedom for me , i guess. ;)

Yay!! Here comes Block 6. Arm Yourselves people.
hahahaha.

Strip me off ...

From this straitjacket feeling,

It seems like only yesterday as i listened to 2PLAY's "So confused" right now.









U said happy endings happens only in fairytales.
Well maybe..
to a certain extent u may be right,
But it doesnt matter ,
If it makes me feel betta ,
then theres no harm in NOT believing in it. ;)

Oh boy, Just remember if the world didnt suck, we'd all fall off.
and now my minds working slower than a herd of turtles stampeding thru peanut butter.
And its not funny.

give in now,regret later

Ooh !
Finally. In my own lil dimly lit room again.

Hockey training was fun of course! It has owayssss beeen.... esp when ya mates are a bunch of GOOFBALLS. hahaha.

However, I keep spacing out( i dunno y). And Chris gotta shout ma name a couple times to bring my spaced out head right down to earth. my legs were just not moving too. They were rebelling BIG time... , esp during the fitness training.
Sleep. We want sleep. They seem to say.
They were slow. And heavy. Okays,these legs were actually NOT the only heavy thing.
I FELT HEAVY!!!!
All the dinner and spicy ramen i had earlier..and Chunky nuts.. and oh u dun wanna know! It was a HELL lot of JUNK that i had right before training. Yeah it felt like i was really gonna throw everything outta my system right on the turf. Argh!

"SMART" right, I know! hah!
I eventually did managed to complete all 3 sets .
Felt really Good! =)

And for now,
These thunder thighs can crawl back under the covers where they belong.
Good Night!!

Whoopyloopy...

So....
The registration's finally been done. After days of contemplating, I reckon i should,err... yeahh be a good schoolgirl and forget a lil' more about gettin jobbyssssssn juz start focusing on my schoolwork, tho nth still rocks harder than having BIG bagssssssssssssss of mooolahs. Hee. Anyhoo , Ive finally made my choice for block 6. Its kinetic typography and Storytelling.

I know, Storytelling sounds soooooo kindargarten right. Like whatttttt.... we juz gonna share grandmama stories in class? hahahaha i dunno, but i reckon its gonna be fun!! esp together with frens whom u ALREADY share stories with almost EVERYDAYYYYYYY!!! hahaha.

ohhhh... how i loooooooooooooooove all ma frens!!!!!!! =)