the need for speed

I've been working on my photobook layout since a week ago. and i swear , im beginning to feel alittle teeny weeny bit sick of it. But no, it doesn't mean im giving up. Hell no.

The frustrating part is that when i looked at my pics again the 2nd/3rd time, what seemed interesting about them suddenly seems stale and no big a deal. so i did and redid my layout, hoping it wont further kill my photos.
Hmm... and yet im wondering why im taking forever . !!! For christ sake, eulisa !!!!! SPEED UP & MOVE ON !!!

maybe, the thing about me is that im very inclined to feel that whatever im doing is never good enough.
tell me,
is contentment really an excuse for the weak? or is it just me ?

o.my.god.
i need You.
and U. ( yes U, the one at Switchfoot concert nowwwwwwww.!!)

The insensitive gf & the bf neglected

"It won't kill you to shut up sometimes"
"U need to learn patience and stop panicking like a headless chicken."
"U r the master. Not your emotions."
All the things he said. So Annoying, yes but i guess its only so cuz' i know there's some form of universal truth in it. But still !!
I know we haven't spend some quality time tgt in awhile, with fyp and all, and u know how i can't multi-task for nuts.
I wanna go to fort rd again. I wanna have u cook me dinner again. I wanna sip some kickass red wine tgt with u. I wanna continue our exercise regime. I want fyp to be gone. for good.
Nevertheless,I want u to know that, I still enjoy being with u,sexyfat.
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I LOURVEEEEEEEEEEEEE MY MORKKTOPUS. !! ;)

"O Lord, Forgive my hidden faults and keep me from willful sins.
Please help me rid off feelings of insecurities and be with me in my life everyday to keep me strong-minded and determined to succeed in my profession. Amen"