The L-Word.

Wells, If u can't L-ove in the straight club, try the Gay Community.

haha, ok , in case u dont know,
I was kidding. really. ;)

Welcome to the age of un-innocence.

I always thought myself to be some un-sentimental creature . One who understood the theory of "People come, People go" unmistakably well. maybe because we r living in such an inviting city. Drinks. Dance. Clubs. People. and of course a whole lot more. People gets influenced, and their minds get twisted, no thanks to today's dating culture. Thank god i ain't living in New York man.

How do people bind themselves to someone when they already know that sooner.or.later, the inevitable will happen, like it always does. Maybe, we just like the idea of having a shoulder to cry on.
It probably does sound disturbing, but only because we know there is some form of universal truth in it. Right?

I mean, when was the last time u hear someone saying "I love you", without u thinking " Right. Just wait till 3 weeks later". LOL. I was never this cynical. Triggered by "no-longer mentionable".

and in all probability, im probably unknowingly setting myself up with "beautiful stranger", with talks about boating trip and star gaziiiinggggg and whatsoever. Omg. The paradox of it all.

Maybe im not as unsentimental as i thought.

Beautiful -september- disaster

I THOUGHT i had taken 1 step forward, but i actually took 2 steps back instead.
It is so "easy to forgive, but so hard to forget".

Anyways, I can forsee the dark ahead if i stay.

Times are tough.
Feelings are all messed up.
and my mind is all wired.

I know i can get through this babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
And i hope im right.

BAH !!

Croak.

Boy, does my throat hurts. I;ve been croaking for days.

Wanna hear my sexy voice??! LOL, call me, u might be lucky.
But then again, It's probably futile, cuz im already on the brink of losing my voice. Tsk ..Since when did talking become difficult?

Angel of God,
my guardian dear,
To whom God's love
commits me here,
Ever this day,
be at my side,
To light and guard,
Rule and guide.

Amen.

The Simple One.

Yay! Goodbye Weekday.
It was a laid-back week. Work has been all good,except that i kinda got myself lost in Hong Kong street yesterday whilst carrying out an errand for the photographer. The heat was unbearable, and for a moment, i was exasperated at the fact that i dont know my country well. Bahs! Met up with Bozzie and Van in town to do some last minute shopping as well as getting their manicures done for a friend's wedding today, and also i think i am beginning to be accustomed to the routine of exercising after knock-off hours ever since ive been running on the tracks almost every other day during the previous week. haha. Anyhow,Im thankful that the weekends are here because.......

It means i get to enjoy another couple of midnight hours with my bum glued to the chair and eyes fixed on the screen, savouring episodes after episodes of One Tree Hill.*drools.* Yea, Im actually in the middle of Season 3 of Desperate Housewives, but ever since i stumbled across One Tree Hill, it got me hooked. Well, i reckoned the housewives can wait. Tee hee.

Till then, have a smashing weekend!!!!

Scars to battle.

Two years ago, somebody told me he love(d) me more than he would to anyone .
and thou i played the part of a tough cookie well, he knew how much i love it when he spuns me like sugar
and that i was someone special , at least to him.
and because i am someone special ,
that if,
if one day we were to have to kiss all we had goodbye,
he would be utterly depressed,
because he will miss me and what- he- calls-my-empty-sarcasms, like crazy
and of course he wouldnt move on to someone else whom hes gonna call "special"
Call me a cheesy-lovin' baboon,
but who doesnt like lips that drips honey?
I was fleeting on the wings of love.
But why do people have to say things which they onli meant it for like probably 5 mins, and yet letting others think that they meant it a lifetime or something like dat, or that ya unlike other heart-breakers who say certain stuffs just to cajole somebody just like how we coax kids with candies.( and i meant this onli in general ok, no-one in particular) Ok, maybe thats an exaggerated statement, but ya know wad i mean. Bottom line is, why give someone so much love and only to take it away in the end without caring two hoots about peoples' feelings. and its usually the one who u care for most and thought would never hurt u end up cutting u inside up real deep, leaving you with battle-scars to remember.for.as.long.as.u.dont.want.to.

Guess when i fall for something ,
i fall hard.
and this time,
i realli fell. HARD.
maybe, its something i should learn to control next time.
or maybe,
i should work on naivety first, which isnt gonna be easy, since i know i tend to look on the good side of human nature and end up trusting people a tad too easily.
Now i uds why u called me gullible.

Does it really matter that u get to sleep with most popular guy/or the hottest babe who rocked in designer wear , or hanging out with the richest kids in campus, or, if that cheerleading whats-her-name knows the coolest dance steps?!? U know wad! I DONT CARE!!!!!! Why would somebody want something so... wells.. "un-real."

If love can make the world goes round,
then what makes the love go round.
Money? Power? Sex?
If thats what it all is, then i guess im just not cut out for this game of love.

and i reckoned u ought to know that since day 1.