I am going to say something.

Somethin on putting my exercises into effect .
Somethin on becoming more athletic.

Somethin' which i've said it a countless times since this year, but however all this talk has yet to be materialised into effective results. Its very frustrating ,really, especially when my trousers are gettin tighter , it totally vexed the shit outta me when a hefty piece of my torso have now snowballed into a muffin . Both arms and legs are no longer robust, instead it has accumulated enough blubber, and have gone "tofu-like".
Ugh !! Sure as hell not a very sunny pleasant look , ya know .

Somethin have to be done about this . like soon. emergency soon .

where did the athlete in me go to , i wonder .

Another Sunday .
I have 2 interviews tomorrow .
I'm gonna nail it . I'm gonna nail it :)

Tmr marks a brand new week for me ,
more fitness . more munny . less parties .
In fact ,
No alcohol and nicotine for a month ; at least.

Now, don't get cynical, u people . its ok if u think its not " idealistic " enough ,

get out .
that's just a self -promise for me to keep ;)

I hate it whenever u say that .

This is no good.
This is no good.
This is no good.
This is no good.
This is no good.

Bah ,
the rash is back. :(
Im suspecting the allergy might be under the influence of alcohol.
I was so glad that it was gone last couple mths,
I thot my prayers have been answered .
but darn,
this annoyin little red stingy thing have to come back , juz as soon as i started on my weekly parties.

fuck.
This is no good.

I miss havin' munneh in my pocket .


being idle for just 2 weeks has alr made me feel like a bum .
I need to get my ass crackin' ,
Hell yeah ,
I need a job !

my new thingamajig

Dinner at Paragon with the girls was goot . Haven't seen em in ages , so it was really nice to just take the weight off our feet , and did some little catch ups. And look what they got me for my really belated bdae !! lol.



Thanks babes :) Totally what i needed after my ole' gizmo died *hugs*
Jasmine and I then went off to meet Shawn at Cineleisure for "Sex and the City " , but tix was all sold out .Very tempted to hit Zouk for Mambo , but in e end ,somehow we decided to just drive down to East Coast to chill .

And, once again ,
I began to lose my self-discipline , as I continue to weaken my body with more & more intakes of alcohol and nicotine.

(sometimes i really hate myself)

"Not so ready-to-set-glo."

For those who missed Steve Aoki at Ready 'Set Glo , wells , its not the end of the world . I missed it too. ... But if it makes u happy , here's a picture of THE MAN himself we caught at Zouk the next day. Just as expected , i didnt buy anything because i thought the merchandise were totally way over-priced .



Thats " Cobrasnake " , whos supposedly Aoki's photographer or somethin ' .He seems excited to have a picture with us yea. LOL . !!

At the later part of the night , we hopped down to the Music Festival party at Fort Canning . Surprisingly , i quite enjoyed the music . Electronica aint that bad, after all huh , love .