if i can kill anyone by just

thinking about them

ull be the first to die
heck,u probably be dead by now.

and its been proven that u are indeed hazardous to my mental and emotional health.

"you'll make your mate understand that you love him/her very much

but that you're too wild to accept to live imprisoned

even in the arms of the person of your dreams."

23 years

So, I was really thrilled to see the big,orangey,square box staring back at me. In that instant, I knew. It was my beloved white Docs! Been lusting after it, really really stoked man :) Thanks guys; u guys r such sweetmeats!

Also, to everyone who rolled up at the party and who brought alcohol and contributed to my inebriation, wells..keep it coming ! haha ! xoxo

i love you,but

no romance on demand,baby.
i dont know whats worth fighting for
and im not very astute

in making judgements
but i know though we've been

conditioned to not make mistakes
i cant live that way,for

all thats worth,sometimes

life has to have itself

a little earthquake
so stop fretting, and

lets make the present count :)

(via kevin van aelst)

just when i thought ive found the missing jigsaw in my heart,
u have to take it away
and leave a hole.

i hate it how u take my breath away,
and whenever with you,
i feel like im suddenly and magically robbed of the ability to utter a single word
and i swear that really freaks me out.

Last week was beautiful,
despite of that very vocal minority opposition group in my mind sending me warning signals.
its like even if my brain's smart enough about it
my body's got the IQ of a fruitfly.

as much as u need to be assured,
i need it too
and i cant help but guess this is our biggest issue

the ridiculous irony is,
sometimes i wonder about the reasons why i seem to enjoy playing this game so much,
whether if i like u only because u are a tough nut to crack,
and a sick part of me juz enjoy the challenge,
or is it because deep down,
we r both the same.

or ,
in spite of all the above.

wells if this really is your game,
i have a feeling im gonna lose either way .

Tuesdays with Morrie once said ,
" when u learn to die, u learn to live" .

hmm.. and this opened up a realm of additional questions in my head.

When we die, what age would we be? Would we be at our beauty-queen best, and that even those who died of old age wouldnt be wandering around toothless and bald? Or say if we r killed in a war, do we spend eternity minus the leg got blown up by a mine? Or do we actually get to fill an "application" form and choose the age we want to be ?

If i have a choice, i'd choose to be twenty-one, for superficial reasons as i think thats the only time i found myself to be at my highest peak in terms of fitness and phyique;of course in the hopes that i still get to keep my boobs in heaven :) ,
so even if im a old pruny centegerian by the time i die, Id still look young and pretty. lol .

and certainly,
there's also another aphorism that says " Men grow old;but never grow up."
I wonder if this applies to us females.

Theres always some reason to not feel good enough